Spirituality and Religion
Posted: Sat May 14, 2016 5:45 pm
hi, i was, and i am a christian.. but ive recently seen new light in what God really is,birds,bees,bugs,flees,dogs... well you get the point.. anyway, i am struggling a little with keeping positive tolerance with mainly my family and talking to people.. when theres this thing ive been praying about.. i should stop beating around the godly bush and tell you the truth. i may sound crazy or something. around a half a year ago i prayed to the lord to show me how to love again, since i was dying inside and spiritually because i was with a girlfriend i didnt love and i was in a way saying i love you and not meaning it. but on a lighter note, today i had a revelation realizing my health is mental, due to me not leading a healthy lifestyle spiritual or psyhical. i came to the conclusion my prayer was answered, either way, i need to know how to talk to people and not accidently talk to their spirit to get a negative response instead i need to know what to think to get the best out of conversasions. on a lighter note i would love to hear some comments, thank you for your time i have faith you wont think i am crazy.
P.s - ive had a sexually transmitted disease for around 3 years, and i think i should be dead by now, i was feeling very ill until a friend of mine taught me how to think out loud.
oh, i just remembered something, my "feelings"
more than one way to describe them, feelings of vibration/goosebumps come upon my body when i say certain things or like something sincerely.
-doubts/insecuritys make people act mean-
sharp stinging feelings in my left and right mean yes and no to the thought i have. sharp stinging feelings in my spine or anywhere in the center of my body show me i am on the right thought, or as though i would believe strongly about something im thinking the thoughts of clarity come upon me.
well i cant think of anything else right now. please give me some positive feedback on this.
Sincerely - Dan 7/1/87 funny thing popped into my head, seven steps of enlightenment/ seven inches of pure man.. if you catch my drift.. dont mean to be profain.
oops, i just HOPED(hope without faith is blinded) you wouldent turn me in to the crazy people. lol
sorry if i sound dumb im a newbie at this spiritual control thing.
P.s - ive had a sexually transmitted disease for around 3 years, and i think i should be dead by now, i was feeling very ill until a friend of mine taught me how to think out loud.
oh, i just remembered something, my "feelings"
more than one way to describe them, feelings of vibration/goosebumps come upon my body when i say certain things or like something sincerely.
-doubts/insecuritys make people act mean-
sharp stinging feelings in my left and right mean yes and no to the thought i have. sharp stinging feelings in my spine or anywhere in the center of my body show me i am on the right thought, or as though i would believe strongly about something im thinking the thoughts of clarity come upon me.
well i cant think of anything else right now. please give me some positive feedback on this.
Sincerely - Dan 7/1/87 funny thing popped into my head, seven steps of enlightenment/ seven inches of pure man.. if you catch my drift.. dont mean to be profain.
oops, i just HOPED(hope without faith is blinded) you wouldent turn me in to the crazy people. lol
sorry if i sound dumb im a newbie at this spiritual control thing.